i need to dunk myself in a vat of emollient

(toadstool from chasingfireflies)

i've been a mad-hatter the past few days.

i feel like my life has been an oxymoron the past few days:-

accomplished-truckloads of work undone; messy-neat; on target-lost.

its all quite ironic really. 

anyhow, i'm telling myself to hang in there. i'm looking forward to my whole day with andrew on friday, test on saturday (its weird i know, to be looking forward to a test. its not because i'm super prepared, but because its the last test of my sem!), lysa's birthday on sunday, last min-prep on monday, conference on tuesday, korea on tuesday. (:

rewind back to reality, vetting the camper for the youth camp and conference prep.

i need to dunk myself in a vat of emollient (did i mention that?)